Home is scary

I have to say that it's a little scary to be home.

At the hospital, I knew that, if a problem arose, the staff would be on it right away. Now, I'm the one to have to decide if a symptom needs to be run by someone and to make that phone call.

I'm on a major pain killer. Should I really be in charge of anything? lol

Plus, I'm on less of them (bye, bye Toradal. I'll miss you, my friend.) so things suddenly feel worse, making me unnecessarily worried.